Since JAILED? na rin ako, magpapaka Jailhouse na ako ng todo. Kaya eto, BBC kay Agham. The last and final step toward Jailhouserness. We're reaching NIC-HOOD! Ang lotal ko na. Kayo lang ang makakapaglabas sa akin sa Jail.

Naaalala mo po ba yung gawa mong mga characters noon nung sobrang bata pa tayo? Yung color based. Sino ba ako doon? Si Reddish o si Greendoor? Ano yung home planet ko? O lahat ba tayo galing sa Mars? Sana masagot mo ito. It would really help my psychosis.

I realized, since warat warat na yung reality ko, I can build a new reality where I am a super hero or something like a Jedi Knight or even a God who walks as man. I know it's really crazy, but hey, I'm crazy. Kahit yung mga Conspiracies Theories about America hiding evidence of alien contact seem plausible now.

Kung magkita tayo ulet sa Pinas, sumama ka sa akin at maglibot tayo. Kelangan ko ng second, objective observer para malaman ko kung nag ha hallucinate lang ako o nangyayari talaga ang certain events. Mahirap si Baryon dahil baka may na observe siya na mga phenomenon. I mean, hindi siya first time observer so may bias na siya.

Nung bata pa tayo, do you recall any strange magical event that was caused by me? Kasi ngayon parang may weather control at psionic powers ako. Telepathy, detect lie, detect magic, psi-blast, even mind control and Speak with animals. Delusions.

Nasabi ko na yata ang mga kalokohan na ito. Pasensya na, alam ko ang kulit ko. Pero wala kasing nakakasagot nitong mga tanong na ito since I started asking them. No one replies to my letters. And the people around me here seem to think that it is me who knows all the answers. All I have are questions.

Please help me. Everywhere I go I am met with silence. I know your "infinite wisdom" combined with mine (hehe) can help show me the way. Maybe it can help you, too. I will play the role of your Guide and Master if you be mine.

January