My psychosis grows and grows. The past few days have led me to believe that all people are actually connected in some way and that emotions can be transferred. The more intense your feeling, the more people will feel it.

Parang, kapag nararamdaman ko yung Quickening or Unified Force, somehow na ta transfer ang feeling na ito sa ibang tao. When it is happening, if I present a logical explanation of the universe or kung ano man yung sabihin ko, other people are instantly convinced or at least consider my idea because they felt something in their hearts when I said it. They felt my belief in it or my intensity about it. Parang hypnosis siya. Or even mind control.

Wow, ang hirap ma translate yung thoughts ko. My thoughts are moving faster than the speed of light. Hindi ko sila ma capture into words.

Nowadays, when I play a gig, I am overflowing with Unified Force. Nararamdaman ito ng ibang tao, they see my band playing on stage, one and one make two, the music must be causing the feeling. The audience feels the music. Voila! Pinwheel is the best unsigned band out there, on par with the Eraserheads, Color It Red, POT... maybe even U2 and The Beatles.

Am I going crazy? Kaya nga tayo nanalo.

Wake up! Wake up! I've just figured out how to hack the universe!

Consider this: What if Hitler was overflowing with Unified Force as well? He would gather the Nazis, talk to them, and they will be convinced that Hitler is right because they felt the Unified Force when he was telling them to kill all the Jews. Actually, Hitler was just a crazy guy, but he was able to perform mass hypnosis and make people believe in his cause. Which comes first, the chicken or the egg?

Quickenings are equated with heavy drugs, divine force, or have mystic and magical meanings. Which comes first? The feeling or its definition? Ano nga yung sabi ni Sanot? Life has meaning because we put meaning into it?

Ack! Nawawala na ako. I will write another message about Emotion Transference later. I'm going so fast I bumped into myself.

Lagoon

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