Alagaw
Life goes on
Tue, 17 Feb 1998 14:05:34 +0800

>Lagoon seems to be recently just "going through life". He has been
>hinting that he just wants to stop living. But his stint with his
>sister's band, Watership, seems to be giving something to do the past
>few days. I hope this goes well for him so that he will have some
>direction or goal to follow.
 

It is great to know that Lagoon has finally found a direction of sorts, in the guise of Watership...the only possible point of conflict, as i see it, is his salient musical preferences. I am sure at some point that he would want to do his own genre. With us, it wasn't so much of a problem since we had similar tastes. I hope that everything would still work out for the better, though.
 

>Concerning Hec and Vec, I am still very hopeful that they will be able
>to adjust to being with different sorts of people when they go to
>college. At least there, they will be sure to encounter all sorts of
>people. As with me, they probably have an inherent "shyness" about being
>with people they don't know very well and they hide this by trying to be
>aloof. Let's just hope that exposure to the real world will change them
>for the better as it had with me.
 

It's really hard to tell. At this moment, their own intellectual sufficiency pushes them to a privileged solitude, an enclave for themselves alone, or possibly those like them. I believe also, that they grew up under even less emotional supervision, at least compared to you. This only served to strengthen their independence...they would not crave for something they don't know. While part of it is up to them, a lot more depends on the people who would come their way...whether they would be persistent and patient enough to lead them to a more socially facile life. Let's hope for the best.
 

>dito sa UP dahil dumating na lahat ng bagong equipment. Kaya lang
>sinasabihan ako ni Junelle na pilitin kong tapusin. Sa bagay siya, hindi
>siya sumuko sa 4 years na parang walang silbi yung ginagawa niya sa
>UERM. Actually OK lang sana kung wala lang nakikialam sa akin. Naiinis
>ako na laging may nanonood sa akin. Anyway, kaunting tiyaga na lang muna
>until end of March tapos magde-decide ako kung ano ang gagawin ko sunod.
 

Bigyan mo na nga lang siguro ng kaunti pang panahon yang bagay na yan. At least, sa school year end ka na mag-decide. Doon sa mga nakikialam, pasensyahan mo na lang siguro...ganyan talaga kapag nasa ibang lugar ka...ikaw ang mag-aadjust sa karamihan.

Salamat sa concern mo tungkol sa conflict between myself and your brothers, and Lagoon. Sa tingin ko naman, nagawa ko na yung ganang akin. It is now up to them. But I am not one to keep grudges, kaya huwag kang mag-alala on my part. Nasaktan lang ako that particular moment. I am still here for you guys, anytime.

Sige, good luck na lang sa iyo, sana huwag ka ng i-harrass ng Ueno na yan. Ok, sa susunod.
 

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