many years now i have been living chaotically my dreams disown me and all over this world there are images of you instances of you incidents of you artifacts of you i want to search for them i want to find them i want to collect them and then i will build a museum it proudly proclaims and proves your perfection your distinction your significance your resonance in my mind so these voices cannot argue anymore and i can go on another freeality jump to become video racing champion
later i will eat and sleep and get sick and tired and grow old later i will be alone it has been years since i seen another human being i mean if that is what i still am and the relentless jungle has taken back that which belongs to it the cities we have built they are microscopic fossils one time i saw some trucks rumble past their trailers were full of zombies their drivers were droids it makes me wonder if i have become a vampire i haven't seen the sun in such a long time
where i sleep there is a picture of her fall the eminent image the impetus of foolhardy the onus of vainglory the snatch of feargrin the bounty of alaster the exit of automaton the one girl i will always wonder about sometimes i forget that it is there suddenly the great machine inside my mind buzzes and whistles and boiling kettles into life the sadness of ages deified instantly simulated wrongfully directed cheerfully ingested deliberately suppressed incessantly required
